I want to let go of the me I am now
And then breathe in some peace – I just don’t know how.
I long for the courage and strength to just trust
That my body knows best and will do what it must
To bring me to ‘somewhere‘ I now fear and dread
Because ‘I am a failure’ rings clear in my head.
One day I will look at all that I am
And find some acceptance; belief that I can
Arrive at that ‘somewhere‘ and sit for a while
Look inside, and outside and be able to smile.